Sunday, December 19, 2010

Lazy Sunday Rants and Raves

Warning: This is a somewhat long winded speech, you can just skip to the 
MUSIC WITH A MESSAGE or FIND OF THE DAY! 

A long time ago, when I was young and naive, I thought I was going to be a lawyer.  I had two main reasons why:

1. I really, really wanted to help people.
2. I talked a lot.

Good reasoning eh?  Well since then my life has changed I've learned that I do not like conflict/politics, I have decided to become a doctor so I can still help my people and... and.. and...well maybe not a lot because I still talk a lot.  But now as I reflect on my path in medicine I have realized that my dream is much more than just medicine.  Wanting to make a difference in the world is not an isolated, be it on a grande or miniscule scale.  Since entering college I have been learning the ins and outs about the medical field and it seems that no matter which direction you go all road lead back to politics. Over the summer in Boston, it became much more evident that politics and money dictate what happens. Over the past couple days I have been reflecting on some of the actions our forgien and domestic leaders.  The first one that really comes to mind is the 


1. UNITED NATIONS DECLARATION ON THE RIGHTS OF INDIGENOUS PEOPLE

   This was a piece that really made me think at the time (I was a freshmen in college) that things were headed for a positive change.  I know that this was just a small step, kind of like having a child understand that a cat is a cat and not a dog, but still this was happening on a grand scale.  It was exciting to know that people all around the world were starting to embrace those that had heritage and culture.  But over the next few years their was no movement in the revitalization and respect of indigenous peoples.  Which is kind of depressing if you think about it.  But recently over the past week President obama made a new message and promise to the first peoples:

Another Promise Made.

 It was the first real attention to Natives that has happened since the Clinton era.  I was pretty excited about this, but when I read this excerpt from President Obama my heart sank a little bit:
"Yesterday, I had the chance to meet with several tribal leaders at the White House, continuing a conversation that began long before I was President. And while I’m glad to have the opportunity to speak with you this morning, I’m also very eager to see the results of today’s meeting. I want to hear more from you about how we can strengthen the relationship between our governments, whether in education or health care, or in fighting crime or in creating jobs. "
Friend of the Natives
I am not trying to be a Negative Nancy or Debbie Downer but the thought of Obama working with the tribal government made me feel a little insecure. Don't get me wrong, I am thrilled that the National government, including the president himself is making the movement to establish equality, but their route of handling this issue is what I am worried about. Recently, in my tribe their have been serious corption in the governing system.



Rex Lee Jim
Knowing that the key players including the newly elected president and vice president (Ben Shelly and Rex lee Jim) were part of the scandal is something of concern. To hear people say that the national government is cheating us and only hurts us it makes me a little sick. I understand that there has been conflict brewing there for sometime and the injustice has its place, but with the change of tide and the newly found support I think it would be better to let go of the past and look to the future. So before anyone starts to point fingers, I would advise we take a step back and look at our own issues and solve them before making accusations against a bigger system. I know, what does a person like me know? Well I know that my friends and I (the future leaders, i like to think) been worked my the system. Example: more than just a handful of my fellow classmates who have been successful in our studies have been denied assistance in out educational pursuits from the same people who instilled the dream of higher education and betterment of out people in our hearts and minds. The moxyof them!
From the ONNSFA website:

"The office of Navajo Nation Scholarship and Financial Assistance Program's purpose is to serve eligible Navajo people and provide them the opportunity to achieve their educational goals. This opportunity is provided as a privilege with the intent that recipients, upon graduation, will return to the Navajo Nation to apply their learning to benefit the continuing development of the Navajo Nation."

Don't get me wrong, I am very grateful that they offer a scholarship program in the first place and for any assistance they have provided but I think it still has its flaws-- which is linked to our governing system. I mean it have been a few thousand dollars each delegate designated to certain parties, but in this economy that makes a huge difference. I have a job and am currently in the process of finding another one, I work voluntarily in a cancer reserach lab, I tutor at a school geared to the betterment of the T'O tribe and many of the tribes beloved "Manuelito Scholars",I teach a college level course, and am a full time student- did it ever occur that the 2 jobs many take a toll on my grades and my body in more than one aspect? My point is that there are several of us, students/roommates<3/grandparents/tribal members in general that deserve assistance but instead are struggling to get by each month; meanwhile our government council members are spreading their "job benefits" at their own leisure. So I think I do have grounds to be insecure about the legislative system on both a national and tribal level. I just hope in the future that we stick to our word and actually use our resources to give back and an instill pride and strength in our people young and old.


WHEEW I am glad that is off my chest.  But on a lighter note here is something for you music junkies, and fashion addicts. :) 

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Music with a Message

Cee-Lo Green 
The Lady Killer, does it again!

This is Ceelo Green's third album I believe it is definitely worth buying. It's not the typical hip-hop type of album by looking at the cover, its actually has a nice bend of pitch and tone with great supporting music.  His voice give a nod to artists from the past.  See for yourself! 



John "Fratelli"
Single and ready to mingle, just kidding, he's just going solo.


I really like this song, it's from John "Fratelli" of the Fratellis. If you didn't know the Fratellis is on a hiatus, which makes me sad because I was hoping they would redeem themselves.   I didn't really like their sophomore album Here We Stand, as their first Costello Music<-- Highly recommended.  He is working on releasing his first solo album and this video is a bit old but is still a great segway to his work.   Also I think it's pretty interesting what he has to say about the song.  Enjoy :]  



Gasoline Rainbows
 A collection of the bold and beautiful.


I've always have been the black sheep in my family and my sisters are always wondering where I get my taste for things like clothes, books, and music.  My sister always asks, "What genre is that?" or "where did you hear this from?".  Well here is the answer to her prayers, Gasoline Rainbows.  It's an album from various artists including the Black Keys, Vampire Weekend, Phoenix, and other great artists.  The great things about this is that all proceeds go to the Deepwater Horizon oil spill in the Gulf of Mexico (that's the equivalent of 4 BG skipped lunches)!  So if you are one of the few that want to get an intro to some cool and help the the Gulf, save 9.99 and go to itunes and make the digital purchase!

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Finds of the Day!
Simple in the Front
Dipped in the back




I really like the idea of this shirt, simple and skewed. I feel like making this is a possibility, and will help develop my tailoring skills because this is the type of shirt that must  fit to a T.




I do love a high waisted shirt!  Maybe with a solid colored tee and cardigan?  Or maybe a screen T-shirt for the casual, either way I can see this being a great buy!



I am thinking to day is a brown day!  I elements on this jacket are great.  Too bad I live in an area that only dips just below 80 degrees, but I think I would manage through it just so wear it, wouldn't you?



I love elephants because they are often times underestimated creatures.
I like jewelry, but not enough to dig around on websites or to post, but when I saw this I knew I needed to show the special few who actually read my blog!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Birthdays, Babies, and Blessings.

Today is a special day, at least for my family and I. My nephew Tyler's Birthday dinner is today, so I took the liberty of driving from Tucson back to Phoenix for a one night celebration! But before I got to see my family I had to go to work, boo! But when I got back to phoenix I was told to go to "LIN'S GRAND BUFFET". Boo again. If anyone knows me, they know I am not a huge fan of BUFFETs in general, not because I don't like eating, but because I feel like I am a failure when it comes to eating all-I-can-eat at all-you-can-eat-resturants (odd yes, the truth yes). It was great though because I felt like I was eating in a used car lot! There were giant balloons, giant spot lights, people trying to rip each other off, and best of all my family(probably part of the previously mentioned group of people)! I may get enough food, but I can never get enough of my family.
I always wondered about how I could feel so passionate and I guess it comes from where I get all my mannerisms, beliefs, and thoughts; my grandfather. Today is the 10 year mark since he passed away. It seems no matter where I go and what I do he is always there. Recently another one of my grandfathers passed, and at his funeral one of my aunts told me:

He's with you, he's with us, he's just resting.

It was these words that put my heart and head at ease. I never thought about it like that, but it makes sense. Everything I do is because of my grand-relatives, when I am down and don't think I can continue it is them (and George Clooney:]) I think about them to give me the strength to carry on. Sitting at my second plate topped with veggies, steamed rice, jello, and vegetarian sushi I felt a sense of warmth, (hopefully it wasn't attributed from my first plate of broccoli). In that instant I remembered last night's dream, my grandpa was in it. It was a younger version of him, but unfortunately I can't remember what he said, but it was so wonderful to see him and sit and talk with him as an adult. It was his gift to me. It all happened in a blink, but when my mind came back to the dinner table I looked over at my nephew Jonah, and I felt like he saw what I saw. Maybe, maybe not, but I think it was a blessing that happened in a blink of time.
The point of this shpeel is to not just tell you about my over emotional dinner in a used parking lot styled chinese buffet, but to let everyone know that beauty and blessings go hand in hand and come in different forms, giving a gift, receiving a gift, or just being a witness to the exchange. With that, because my blog is about everything I see, hence the name B.L.Gene: Everything Seen, here is a recap of what I have seen, not a great collection but I hope it holds you over!


Fun (Tyler the Bday Boy), Me, and My Mama!



Grandpa and My little sister


How he spoke to me with out even making a sound.




5 months ago.


I take good pictures when I drive :) Tucson--> Phx



How I know they are watching over me.
Their blessings are all around us, we just need to take the time to see and appreciate them.



Blessings can happen anywhere, in a blink, in a heart beat, and in the sky.

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Other news:
As I was at work, scrubbing and washing, I thought of all the new albums coming out soon that I oober excited for... so excited I will list them for you!

  1. Elvis Costello<-- Already out but I am too poor to buy
  2. The Decemberists- the king is dead
  3. Coldward Kids-mine is yours
  4. The boxer Rebllion- the cold still
  5. Iron and Wine
  6. Bobbly Long*****
  7. The Strokes*****
  8. The Arctic Monkeys*****
  9. Corrine Bailey EP
  10. Norah Jones/Dolly<-- A CD I heard about that has both of them featured, already about but low on funds mentioned earlier
  11. Tribute to loretta lynn<-- Already out!
  12. Bret Mckenzie making the muppet soundtrack!
  13. Vampire Weekend*****
  14. Social distortion
  15. Peter, Bjorn, and John***
I am sure there are more but I could only contain a list of 15 in my head over a 3.5 hour period of manual labor. Also, while i was getting ready to leave I thought about my favorite albums of the year, but I am still in the process but I shall let you know about them soon!
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Finds of the day!
I think I will be able to make this one! :) I will cheat Anthropolgie!
I love the collar cut and buttons!
Different, I like it!
Love this to death, expresses BG + grandma in one!
Hand-waves and High-fives,
BG

Friday, December 17, 2010

Making an Effort.

Well, let me be the first to say it has been a while since I have last had the opportunity to jot down my ideas. A while being the equivalent to approximately 9 months, oops. Think of all the things that can happen in 9 months, 1 year of school can be finished, 9 rent payments ($2,700), and a baby can be made and heaved out! But for
those of you who want to know what has been going on over the last couple months allow me to get you up to speed:
  1. School: 1 more semester of undergrad left, and a push to grad school!
  2. Boston: Harvard Medical School Internship.
  3. Went to New York for 38 Hours, and killed 6 things on my bucketlist
  4. Work: Same place, but I am in the process of getting another job<-- Funny story alert
  5. Occasional visits home
  6. Concerts: Gold Motel, Josh Turner, Clay Walker, Matt and Kim, Edward Sharpe and The Magnetic Zeros. FYI Spoon, Black Keys, The Morning Benders, Surfer Blood, The Drums, Vampire Weekend, and Interpol never happend :( (You should listen to all these band, some are on my music playlist!)

Analytical Chem. Boo.


Nutritional Biochemistry. Yeah, that was 1/8 of the things I was tested on.


View of Harvard Medical school from my Vanderbuilt Dormitory room.


New York was a blur. ;)

And that's about it really but I guess its in the past, so let's move on to the present and future. Which brings me to my next point. With the new year coming up like Usain Bolt in the 100m dash, I've decided to start my scheming of a "grand-new-years-resolution-scheme". I love scheming, almost as much as I love making up cool hyphenated names. So here is the general idea and how it came about.
As some of you may know I have never been the type of gal to stay in one place to long, just the mentioning of "settlement" quite frankly makes my quiver. As a result I am hoping to move to California or Texas next semester; and I am just tickled about thought! Because of the new found excitement I have been scouring craigslist looking at places to live, even though I haven't even been excepted to a school (gives you and idea of how excited I am, pathetic I know). Unfortunately while I was getting my daily dose of craigslist, it hit me- My dream of getting out of this one horse town might not happen! I was only sad for about .0000434 seconds because it then occurred to me that regardless of my next move I can still make a "FRESH" start. And what better time to do it than now with the new year approaching? So as a start to my "FRESH" start, I decided to make a list of thing I hope to accomplish, that don't include school related things.
*Keep in mind that this is just a draft of the final.

List o' Stuff
  1. Get rid of some my cloths and start a new wardrobe.
  2. Start making my own clothing again.
  3. Make an investment in a cheap yet functional SLR camera- so I can help this pathetic blog.
  4. Take care of my skin.
  5. Work on my Navajo
  6. Learn 1 new english word a week<--Just keeping it real.
  7. Get a new job!
  8. Bike more often.
  9. More DIY projects
  10. Start using this blog to express my creativity in fashion and taste in music.
Well that's it for now, but I swear on womanhood that their WILL be more!


What I am digging now:


I really love the pattern on this shirt.



So what, I'm Native, sue me for liking this style!




It would make me feel like a rebel.



Not not the guy, his music! Bobby Long, AMAZING singer and song writer! Listen to Dead and Done on my music player or youtube him, well worth the 3.25 minutes of your life!

Well I hope you enjoyed my welcome back post to me, I should have some more good stuff to write about soon.
Love,
BG